My parents woke up 2 days ago “you we were wrong i didn’t have a problem it was just genetics” travelling to a 3rd world country woke them up to see how I lived. My dad wants to improve me by forcing me to eat healthy

The title pretty much explains my life. I was always told by my parents I was an alcoholic sociopath and I did everything wrong. They believed because I was not a good looking son they would silently abuse me so I woke up 2 days ago and I am 18. They apologised for what they did to me. They just wanted a pretty son like my brother I could care less I am 180 pounds tall and a 4. I am 18 now and everyone says I am goodlooking a lot but fuck people they dont have to be. Why the fuck is someone who is beautiful better than an ugly person. <br><br>So they called me today and my dad wants to take me to the 3rd world we both have a passport and he wants to go to travelling to be an exchange student in Uganda for some time. I never been outside my country I grew up in a beautiful city. <br><br>It hurts to be ugly<br><br>Edit: this wasn’t my true mom , she was the mom of my brother. My mom cheated on my dad 3 times so my brother was the result.<br>Edit 2: guys I am 5’10 we are iurkic so people are short 5’10 is average tall here.