My first sexual experience was with my aunt

I had sex with my aunt for the first time when I was 14, and she was 17. It was my first encounter with a female sexually, and although I never explicitly asked her if it was her first time, I didn't look for virgin signs because I wasn't sure what to search for. She appeared to know what she was doing in bed, but I didn't inquire whether she had any prior sexual experience with other men.<br><br>It happened during the summer vacation at my grandparents' house. The house was large and had a 1.5-hectare garden. My aunt and I were the babysitters for my younger cousins (boys aged 8-13). We enjoyed the heat, and when it was extremely hot, we just sat in the yard and talked. Everyone enjoyed their new diaper-free independence.<br><br>My aunt and I got along well, and we quickly became close. Everyone would return to our grandparents' house after dinner, so we would sleep there every night. I shared a bedroom with my sister, and my aunt slept on the couch in the living room. My cousins were the only ones with their own room.<br><br>One night, I was in the living room watching a movie on TV. My aunt was sleeping on the couch. The TV was next to the couch, and I was sitting in front of it, in a bean bag chair, watching the movie. Because it was very hot, I wore just underpants, and my aunt wore only a t-shirt and underpants. She was lying on her side, and I noticed that she wasn't wearing a bra. I remember thinking that was strange but I accepted it because it was hot. She was also sleeping with her bare legs spread open and had only a thin sheet over her body. I accepted it, and I thought I could chill out similarly if I had a change of clothes. I didn't tell her anything about it, and I went to bed at 3 am.<br><br>Over the course of the next two days, I observed that she bralessly slept with her bare legs spread open almost every night. I remember feeling a little nervous because I saw her breasts moving under her t-shirt. I assumed she wanted to get my attention and perhaps that was a signal from her. The next night, I decided to wait a little longer to see if she was willing to wake up.<br><br>I watched a movie on TV again around 3 a.m., and my aunt was sleeping just as she had the previous night. I noticed that the sheet was covering her upper body, so I couldn't see her breasts. She was lying in a foetal position, and I noticed that she wasn't wearing underpants. I thought I'd just have a look at her. I carefully got up from the bean bag chair and approached her. I lifted up the sheet and looked at her body. She didn't react at all. I was relieved that I didn't wake her up, and I returned to the bean bag chair to continue watching the movie.<br><br>I couldn't take my eyes off her, so I kept looking at her. She was lying on her side with her legs spread open, and I wanted to see what was between them. I carefully approached and sat on the couch next to her. I was sitting on the couch, and I lifted up the sheet again to look at her pussy. I could see it without the underpants, and I felt uneasy and relaxed at the same time. She started to move a bit, and I thought I woke her up.<br><br>She began to turn her body in my direction, and I was going to flee just in case. She got on her back and spread her legs open and, still looking at her pussy, I saw her panties. It was a relief and also a disappointment. I don't know how to explain it, but I knew that if I didn't wake her up, she would sleep through the rest of the night. I thought about leaving the room, but I didn't. I decided to continue looking at her body, and I started to touch my dick just to relax. I remember it wasn't fully erect, but it was probably excited. I remember that I touched it through my underpants.<br><br>After that, I got up and sat on the other side of the couch. I kept looking at her, and I saw that her panties were wet, and what appeared to be a liquid stain around her crotch. I wondered how she was wet but I thought maybe she came a little. I don't know. I remained calm, and while I looked at her body, I opened my underpants to touch my dick directly. I remember that it was semi-erect, so I jacked off a little. I didn't mean to, but it became fully erect.<br><br>I wanted to see her body again, so I slowly lifted up her t-shirt. Her breasts were full and round, so I wanted to suck them. I bent down, and when I reached for one of her breasts, she woke up. She quickly sat up in bed and looked at me. She said “what are you doing?” , and I said “nothing. I got lost.”. After a moment of silence, she had a smile on her face. She asked if I wanted to look at her body and I said yes. She lifted her t-shirt and I looked. She asked if I wanted to suck her breasts, and I realized that she was inspecting me. She noticed that my dick was fully erect and she asked me if I was excited and I denied it. She noticed that my dick was pointed straight up, and she asked if I was nipple-hard. Again, I denied it.<br><br>She asked me to suck her breasts and I told her that I couldn't do it because I might hurt her. She said I couldn't hurt her, that I could do it if I wanted to. I sucked her breasts and she guided my mouth to her nipples. As I sucked her nipples, she stroked my hair gently and I felt a relaxation sensation in my body. I remember it being my first pleasurable touch from a girl. She held my head and placed her breast in my mouth. She also used a gentle grip on my back when guiding my mouth to her nipples. I didn't breastfeed as a child, so it was a tender touch. Without interrupting our sucking, she got on top of me and put her upper body on top of my upper body.<br><br>When she got on top of me, she still had her lower body down and sat next to me. She moved her lower body and then got on top of me completely. We were on our sides, and she looked into my eyes and said “good night” before turning around to sleep with her back to me. We both lay on our sides with our backs to each other. I asked her if this was ok, and she said it was. I believe that when I got up and sat next to her, she stood up to take off her underpants. I only noticed that she wasn't wearing underpants when she lay on top of me.<br><br>At one point, I felt her hand reaching into my underpants. She asked if I could feel her hand, and I said yes. She then said, “good night” again, and I went to sleep around 4 a.m.<br><br>The next morning, I woke up, and she was still sleeping. I got up and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. My cousins arrived for breakfast, and I was making food for them. I told them to give me a shout if my aunt woke up, but she didn't wake up until lunchtime. I then felt a bit concerned because everyone was already up, and only she was still sleeping. It was around 2 pm when she came to the kitchen, but I didn't look at her. My cousins and my sister were also in the kitchen, so I kept looking down at the food I was preparing.<br><br>When everyone was eating inside the house, I left for school but I was only going for a walk. I didn't go to class, and I returned home at around 9 pm. I thought everyone would be back at my grandparents' house, but just as we agreed, I found my aunt alone in the house. We greeted each other, and I said I was hungry and asked her if she wanted to share a pizza with me. I remember that she was excited about the pizza and happy to share one with me. I told her that it was good and that I wanted to eat it during the night. She smiled and said “let's get ready for bed” because we were going to stay up all night.<br><br>I went to the kitchen to heat up the pizza, and she went to the living room to get ready for bed. When I entered the living room, I noticed that she was wearing only a t-shirt and underpants, just like the previous nights. I said “well played”, and she smiled. I remember that she wasn't wearing a bra again, and her breasts were just covered by the t-shirt. We both sat on the couch, me on one end, and she on the other end, and we were eating the pizza while watching a movie on TV. I remember that we were sitting close to each other, and I thought it was good and I liked it.<br><br>When we were eating, it became hot inside the house, so we took off some clothes and she had the idea to sleep naked but without the sheet. She said that we would sleep naked and it was ok because we were cousins. So we decided to sleep naked.<br><br>After eating, I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth, and she went to the kitchen to wash the dishes. I returned to the living room, and she was already there brushing her teeth with a toothbrush. I asked if she was going to sleep with just her toothbrush, and she said that it was all she needed.<br><br>She got under the sheet, and I thought “what