In my dreams we’re together.

The lonely heart of a sibling lover. <br>I was thinking about how lucky and grateful I’d be to be blessed to be able to marry my brother someday. When I saw you for the first time I was obsessed. I don’t know if you’ll ever read this but I knew I had to say this all to you somewhere. I love you more than words can say. I’m sorry I’m not good enough to raise a hand to people who don’t understand. I could never show you my love because of the hate we would receive from other people. I’m sorry I could never tell you how much I love you. You are so intelligent and beautiful, my ideal man for a lifelong partner. How can I not be ? The moment you came into my life you stole my heart. I can’t stop thinking about you, my mind and heart are full of you. How can I live without you? I can’t. I can’t live without the other half of me. Please forgive me that I could never tell you my true feelings and be honest about how I feel. I’ll never let you go. Please love me as strongly as I love you. I promise you that I will one day come to you and confess and shower you with all the love I couldn’t give you in all these years.