I hate women because I am one.

I was raped. <br><br>It has left a stain that I'll never be able to remove. <br><br>I will never be able to date again. I will never be able to walk alone again. I will never be able to talk to men again. <br><br>I have to live the rest of my life in fear that I'll be recognised by the man who raped me, that he's not in jail, that he's a free man. <br><br>I have lost my career. I have lost my friends. I have lost my life. <br><br>The police did nothing. <br><br>I'm a statistic. <br><br>I'm a victim. <br><br>I am not the same girl that I used to be. <br><br>I hate women because I am one.<br><br>I hate myself for not fighting harder. <br><br>I hate myself for not fighting at all.<br><br>I hate that I couldn't protect myself.<br><br>I hate that I had to fight at all. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to defend myself. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to forgive. <br><br>I hate myself for being a victim. <br><br>I hate that I have to live in a society that makes victims responsible. <br><br>I hate myself for not being strong enough. <br><br>I hate myself for being weak. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to heal. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to forget. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to forgive. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to let go. <br><br>I hate myself for being a victim. <br><br>I hate myself for being a woman. <br><br>I hate myself for being alive. <br><br>I hate that I exist. <br><br>I hate that I have to exist. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to exist without fear. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to exist without shame. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to exist without fear and shame. <br><br>I hate myself. <br><br>I hate myself for not being able to hate the right people. <br><br>I hate myself for not hating men. <br><br>I hate myself for hating women. <br><br>I hate myself for hating myself. <br><br>I hate myself for hating others. <br><br>I hate myself for hating everyone. <br><br>I hate myself for hating myself. <br><br>I hate women.