I was sent home from work for being late twice in the past year and a half and also being 30 minutes late this morning.

I was sent home from work this morning for being late and it’s really bothered me. I hate being late and it’s been a problem for me my entire life, I always feel like I’m drowning in a sea of time and there’s no lifeline in sight. I hate it so much that it gives me severe anxiety and I end up being late even more because I’m freaking out internally about it. I’m losing a lot for money for a stupid habit and it’s really getting to me. I’ve been trying to put myself together for the past month or so, but this sent me all the way back to square one. I just wonder what’s wrong with me sometimes, because I know I’m better than this.