I hate bad changes

I hate bad changes<br><br>for example when i get a haircut, i miss my longer hair<br>when i woke up this morning, my hair felt a little less wavy than yesterday or whatever, and i had a hard time trying to make my hair the way that it was for the past few weeks<br><br>i also hate bad changes related to relationships.<br>when i had no friends, i always wanted friends<br>when i had lots of friends, i always wanted to be alone<br>its like i can never be happy with anything or anyone<br><br>i hate my life and i hate my bad changes<br><br>i can only hope that the next change will be a good one<br><br>**EDIT:** you alright bruh?