It is ok to fuck a girl, to use her, to hurt her, and to abuse her. You will be the better man for it.

For centuries, men have raped and murdered and pillaged with glory. Vulgur, macabre, and disgusting as it is, raping and killing and pillaging is the foundation of half the empires on this planet. European men found the "new world" and killed savagely, without remorse, because they understood that it is ok to use people for your own gain. I will never condone anything of the sort, but it's undeniable that the most powerful men in the history of humanity have done these detestable things. <br><br>I am not like most men. I am ugly and socially awkward. I am not as much of a monster as some of the most powerful men in history, and I never will be. I do not have the respect of my family and friends, and I never will. That is why every single person that I sleep with, is a victory. I will use them all as objects of pleasure, and if that is all I am, I will be the best I can be at being exactly that: a monster. I am built for pleasure, and that is all I will ever be. <br><br>I'm so glad that most of my dates have ended with me getting my dick sucked. One time, a girl actually let me cum on her face. Most of the time, however, I have just felt a cold sexual gratification. It has been a feeling of that nothing more than sexual satisfaction, nothing more. There has been no love, no personal connection, no emotional connection. It was me, using a woman for my own pleasure, because I am a monster and I am built to do that. <br><br>It is ok to fuck a girl, to use her, to hurt her, and to abuse her. You will be the better man for it. It is ok to be a monster.