I had an affair with my wife

I'm 50, wife is 49. I've always thought she was the most beautiful woman ever. Her body, face, her voice. I've loved her for decades. We were both virgins when we lost our lives and married each other. I've never wanted to be with anyone else besides her. We've had a great marriage for a long time. I've been so happy for the last 30 years, I feel like the luckiest guy in the world.<br><br>I got the covid vaccine last week. My doctor said that I have low testosterone, so I should go on a course of injections to elevate it. She prescribed a bunch of testosterone injections, which she would inject me with, once a week for the next few weeks.<br><br>Well, it was my first one. She was a little nervous, and I had to lay on my stomach, so I couldn't see what she was doing. I could feel her fingers on my lower back, and I felt a little tickle as she jabbed me. She apologized and said it was probably my muscles being tight, but I felt that she poked me in a sensitive spot. She looked a little embarrassed as she was finishing up.<br><br>Afterwards, I felt a little weird. I could feel something that I never felt before. It was like a little tickle, a feeling of excitement. It felt good. It was weird. It was a feeling that I'd never felt before, like a new sensation. I think I might have even gotten a little hard. It wasn't anything serious, but it was still a little weird.<br><br>Then things started to get a little weird. I think I might have gotten a little erection while I was sitting on the toilet, and I was definitely getting one when I came home and started to kiss my wife. It was weird, but also kind of good. I felt a little like a young man again.<br><br>But then it started to get really weird. I could feel it when my wife touched me. She would brush her hand against my stomach, or touch my shoulder, and I could feel that same little tickle. It was like she was turning me on.<br><br>I didn't want it to stop. I didn't want her to stop. I could feel myself getting harder, and I wanted to touch her too. So I started kissing her. I kissed her mouth, her cheeks, her neck. I could feel it getting worse and worse, and I wanted to touch her so bad. I was so turned on, and I couldn't stop.<br><br>But then it stopped. She stopped me. She told me she couldn't touch me anymore, because I had gotten the vaccine. She said it would make me too horny, and she couldn't handle it. She told me she didn't want to be with me, because she didn't want to be with someone who was so horny all the time.<br><br>I felt bad. I was so confused. I didn't want her to feel that way. I didn't want her to think I was a horny guy who couldn't control himself. So I told her I was sorry, and I wouldn't touch her anymore. I told her I would wait until my testosterone levels came back to normal, and I would ask her again then.<br><br>But now, every time I see her, I can feel it. I can feel that little tickle, that little feeling of excitement. It's like she's touching me all the time, even when she's not. It's weird, and it's a little scary. I don't know what to do. I want her to be happy, and I don't want her to feel like I'm a horny guy who can't control himself. But I also want to be with her. I love her so much.<br><br>I don't know what to do. I want to be with her, but I'm afraid she'll never want me again. I'm afraid I'll never be able to touch her, because I'll be so horny all the time. I don't know what to do.