It hurts me to see so much toxicity on this subreddit

A lot of people judge others for wanting a family with their half-siblings and people judge them for wanting a sexual relationship with a full sibling. We can all have different opinions, but the nastyness and toxicity on this subreddit hurts me.<br><br>I want to have 3 kids with my half-sister, we were raised together but not since I was 12 (I'm 20, she's 18) I'm still the only person she truly trusts and can rely on. I want to be married to her and we were already engaged, but I was too afraid because our families were raised to believe incest is wrong, it's just not something you want to admit. I know she doesn't feel the same way about me as I do about her but I just want her to be happy to feel comforted. I do want us to be the legal guardians of our kids, but I don't really care if she's only the mother of my kids or also the wife.<br><br>I want to have a relationship with my other half-sister aswell but I haven't seen her since I was 4 years old, I know my half-brother (I also haven't seen him since I was 4) I don't want anything sexual with him but I miss him.<br><br>It hurts to see people judge each other, we are all human and it's all so complicated. I want to talk about this with others, but I need to be careful so I don't lose any relationships I have, so I won't be alone in this whole world.