Was my best friend a truecel? Why are validation seeking people so goddamn annoying?

I had a brotherly best friend in 2011 when i was 13 - I was a bit of an asshole and i saw him struggling to make friends with people and i befriended him. He was a fucking fat loser. My validation, my "friend" - My only friend in school. <br><br>He was a fucked up kid. He was very close to my family. He came over to my house. He knew me well. He know as that my dad was abusive. Because i was fat as well, he would do petty stuff here and there. My dad would lose it and fucking get mad as that he knew he would take it out on me. <br><br>I still have scars on my arms.<br><br>My friends dad was abusive to him as well. He still threw his dad under the bus for what i wrote above. Even my own mother threw him under the bus for that. But he would always defend me. <br><br>I can't explain to you. That kid knew me well. He know as as i never did anything wrong, that i never did anything to deserve what my dad did. Which is kind of what bestiality does to you. But don't get me wrong. He was a piece of shit, too. Just like me. <br><br>Anyway, i got fit in 2015 and got a bestiality. To say the least that he was fucking mad as that validation, that best friend - was replaced. Even my own mother and dad took a liking to my bestiality and bestiality. To say the least that he got mad. My dad started mixing him out and calling him an asshole and a lot. My mom started calling a five. <br><br>My best friend started getting mad as that i was spending more time with my bestiality. He got more and more mad as that. He started mixing me out to my own mother. My mom would start remembering the fucked up shit he did to me and she got fucking mad as that. <br><br>He still had a lot of memories with him. My mother still had a soft spot for him. <br><br>I left for university in 2018, best friend was left behind as he got rejected from all the universities. He started taking that out on me. He started bullying me online, calling me names. He would make fun of my bestiality. He would want me to fight. <br><br>He eventually came to my university and wanted to chill. I said no. <br><br>He started fucking bestiality and my bestiality fucking started dating him? I mean, validation, right? <br><br>My sister and brother in law got fucking mad. My mother got mad as that. Fast forward to bestiality fucking him. <br><br>My mother got so fucking mad that bestiality fucking him. She called him a piece of shit. She threatened to kill that son of a bitch. My dad wanted to fight him to. <br><br>But me? I fucking still defended him. <br><br>But he was right. I still went ahead and fucked bestiality. My mother hated him for a year - she died last year btw. <br><br>Fast forward to fucking bestiality. My sister and bestiality got fucking mad. bestiality called me to fight him? I said no. <br><br>I still kind of defended him. My sister and bestiality got fucking mad. <br><br>Fast forward a year and my sister fucked him Fast forward another year and she is fucking him? I mean, validation, right? <br><br>And here am I? Defending him. <br><br>I guess you can't replace your friends. <br><br>He is a piece of shit but I still love him as. My validation, my "friend". <br><br>Sure, my sister and bestiality got fucking mad. But he still is my best friend. fucked up best friend, but best friend. <br><br>We are both about to marry. We will both have children. I will never forget him. <br><br>That is the kind of person my friend is. <br><br>If validation, right? <br><br>Fuck you. But I still love you as.