Husband admitted he is confused about his sexuality(28m) and doesn’t want to be in a relationship with anyone(27f) for a while after I found him in a compromising position with a male colleague(28m)

I stupidly thought my husband was in an open relationship with me but nope! Last weekend I drove up to London to surprise my husband who works up there during the week (he is an builder on a contract that will hopefully finish in two years and then we can hopefully move back to our hometown together) but I walked in on him fucking one of his colleagues in our rented apartment. I got the hell out of dodge as soon as I could, I called a taxi, cried, went home and then I slapped a brave face on for our kids and got on with the weekend like normal for them. On the Monday I text my husband and told him that I needed him home and I was leaving the kids with my sister so I could speak to him about what I had seen. <br>My husband came home on Monday evening and initially denied anything was going on until I goaded him that I had seen him and then he fully broke down crying and admitted that it wasn’t the first time they had hooked up and that they had been meeting for hook ups off and on for over a year. But then later he admitted he was confused about his sexuality and that he was still in love with me and wanted our marriage to work but he needed space and time to explore his sexuality before he could come back to our marriage. <br>He went back to London last night and I’m left feeling so heartbroken and numb.