I have a fetish that I want to keep secret from my wife.

I have a rather embarrassing fetish that I've had since an early age, I can remember the first time I was turned on by the thought of it, I was maybe 7.<br><br>I'm not sure why but I'm really sexually attracted to the idea of vacuuming.<br><br>I know it sounds insane cause it's this abnormal fetish that I can't explain, but it's not weird in the way you think cause it's not the sound or the vacuum itself that turns me on, but it's the idea of getting on all fours and crawling around on the floor vacuuming up all the dust and dirt on the floor. So it's more of the humiliation and embarrassment that I find the most sexy of the fetish and even writing it out now I feel embarrassed.<br><br>I've searched it and haven't really found anything online and it's not something I'd bring up to anyone that I know in real life as I feel it's embarrassing and I'm also worried they will look at me differently.<br><br>But I also feel I want to tell my wife so that she can fulfill the fetish that I have, but I'm afraid that she may think it's embarrassing or weird.<br><br>I haven't done anything about it cause the embarrassment and humiliation is just as pleasurable as the idea of it itself, but I'm now 23 and starting to regret not doing anything about it.