My wife is a french cook, I've never tasted her cooking

I'm french and my wife is a month short of graduating from culinary school, I've never tasted her cooking. <br><br>My wife is a very caring and loving person. She always tries her best to make me happy. We've been together for 4 years, she's kind, respectfull and she makes sure that whatever she does, I am happy. She's an amazing woman.<br><br>When we met, I was overweight (I'm a bit better now). She then started cooking for me everyday. I gained more weight, she always said that it was fine and that I was beautiful to her no matter what. <br><br>As time went by, I started working out to get in shape. She was very proud of herself because she could feed me healthy food and it helped me get in better shape. <br><br>She then decided to go to culinary school to become a cook. I envisioned us going on vacations, or on romantic escapades like in the movies. When we got together I was the one cooking because she didn't know how, now I'm the one I could get meals cooked for me. It would be a dream come true for a man to have a wife that cooks for him while watching him get in shape right? The reality is different.<br><br>I recently started to feel fat again, not physically but mentally. My wife always looks at me, we discuss my body. I feel like I'm her sample. My body is like her school project, she needs to get an A to get into a good restaurant. <br><br>I just want to be able to eat a burger and fries on a Sunday, or go to a restaurant without being judged by her, is that too much to ask? I don't want to be her project, I want to be her husband. <br><br>I feel fat, I feel watched. My wife doesn't work. She only cooks for me and for herself. I'm her only paying job. I'm her sponsor. I'm her husband, friend and benefactor. I pay her schools, I pay her living, I work to pay for her passion.<br><br>I'm so fed up with it all, I'm tired of working to pay for her to cook for me. I'm tired of not being free to eat what I want. I'm not even allowed to go out alone to eat a sandwich. My wife needs to feed me.<br><br>I want to be able to eat without having her criticize my weight, I want to be able to enjoy a meal without thinking about her cooking, without having to be fat for her school project to be successful.<br><br>I want to be able to eat what I, the person that is paying for her school, want. I've never tasted her cooking because the one paying the bills isn't important enough to have an opinion, I'm just the husband who pays the bills.