My first 3-day - Early 2000's

In 2012, at 21, I was molested and had flashbacks of a traumatic incident where I had to kill - again. The Adventists, who preach non-violence, taught that the Wicked must be slain by the Righteous and that I failed. <br><br>I had a breakdown, went to TDCJ, and got a 3-day sentence for disorderly conduct. At the time, I was diagnosed with DID. <br><br>Despite feeling that I was Jesus Christ, I realized that I was actually insane and needed to understand the past. The trauma slowly came back. I remembered my mother encouraging me to fight the son of the person they were doing business with in the 2000s. Since then, I've been homeless, a felon, and occasionally institutionalized.<br><br>I lost everything. The thought that I was there to save people always made me work hard to help and make a change to do good things. But I got locked up. I went from traveling for my job to being homeless. This happened before anyone knew about DID. My parents and I just knew there was something wrong that made us see things a little different.<br><br><br>I saw ghosts in 2012, I went back in 2014 for getting wasted and calling the police.<br><br>Now I have a roof and a car that works.<br><br><br>Did you know you didn't have to fight. I just had to be there - like our Adventist mentality.