I lied about being normal to my new therapist

I have been working on controlling my hoarding and I was able to open up about my strange habits to my new therapist. I told her how I dont sleep on my bed, but I sleep in the closet on the floor and she asked if I could think of any reasons why that is. I told her that I honestly dont know why, I dont even remember how long I have been sleeping like this, but It probably started when I got kicked out of the bed by my family and had to sleep on the floor so I found the closet is the comfiest place. I fold all of my clothes and sleep on top of it which doesnt help that my closet is packed to the brim with clothes that are squeezing my body. I told her that I have always thought that I am normal in every other aspect and she told me that sleeping on hoard of clothes is absolutely not normal which made me realize that I have been lying to myself about my normalcy. I have been telling myself that only hoarding is my problem but there are a lot more things that I know are so off.<br><br>Reddit, since I was little I have been strange. I freak out over many things over little things. I dont go outside. I dont drink soda or juice because I dont know how to drink, I can only drink water, and many more. I dont know what is wrong with me, but it feels a little good to let my therapist know about my other problem. I am trying to become more social, but it feels almost impossible so I just hold on to my therapist for now. Sorry if this confessional post went off topic.