I fucking hate having a vagina.

I'm a woman, I got a vagina. It's the most miserable thing I have to deal with and I hate it. It's the reason I have to worry about being raped, the reason I have to pay extra tax, the reason I'll have to deal with incredibly painful periods every month if I don't take my birth control, the reason that birth control has to fuck with my mental health, the reason that I'll probably have to deal with PCOS, the reason I will have to deal with endometriosis, the reason I have to deal with cysts and cysts and cysts, the reason I have to deal with the possibility of infertility, the reason that I will have to deal with pregnancy should I ever get it, the reason I get UTIs, the reason I get bladder infections, the reason I have to go through so much crap just to have sex and enjoy it. The reason I worry about being sterile, the reason I have to deal with more infections than I can fucking count. I hate it. I hate my vagina, I hate everything about it. I need it to function, but I would chop it off in a second if it I was able to be sterile and fertile without it. I hate it so, so much.<br><br>EDIT: To everyone who is telling me to go to a doctor: I have. And a specialist, and a different specialist, and everyone I've talked to has basically shrugged and told me that I need to live with it because them messing with my vagina will make it worse. Also, to the people saying I need to do Kegel exercises: I do them! And they also make the pain worse. I'm just tired of everyone telling me to live with it when I can't. And yeah, I know having a vagina does not make me female. I'm saying I'm female to put myself in a category for simplicity. I'm NB.