How it feels to be an incel and the fact that I will be going on the dating app and asking out girls.

Hey guys. I just wanted to say hi to you. I know I am probably not your typical incel, I am a bit on the heavy side, have a bad face shape, but I have always been kind of of the nice guy that no one likes. <br><br>I don't really know what else to say. I just wanted to share a little bit about me. I'm 17m. I have always been the kind of guy that people just don't really talk to and I know it's my fault because I am not really funny and I don't have any friends and I know that I should try to be a bit more outgoing and talk to more people. I have always been a bit of a wallflower and I know it's not a good thing to be. <br><br>I've been in love with a girl since I was like 12, I think. I always thought that if I just had her that everything would change for me. But I know that's just dumb. She's out of my league. I don't have a car and I'm not a very good driver, I don't have a job and I have a lot of anxiety. I know it's not fair to her and it's not fair to me. I know that I shouldn't hold onto this, I should let it go and move on with my life. <br><br>I know that there's other girls out there that I can have fun with. I just have to try a bit harder to be more social and make more friends and meet more girls. I just want to meet someone and go on a date and have fun and just enjoy eachother's company. I know I'm probably not gonna get someone who will be interested in me but I just have to try, you know? <br><br>So, that's it. That's me. I don't really know what to say anymore. I hope you all had a good laugh at my expense, because that's what I deserve. But I just wanted to say hi and let you guys know that I exist.