I'm sorry that life isn't worth it.

I am 28M. Been here for a while and lurked a lot but it's just been too much for me. <br><br>I've never been with a woman, never had a girlfriend. I was diagnosed with autism when I was 8. It's not bad or anything but I just can't connect with people. <br><br>I spent all of my teens in roleplay D&D groups because it's easier than people. I would play NPCs for other players and it was easier. <br><br>I studied music for 8 years. I've worked in restaurants and I was in a band for years. <br><br>I just don't have friends. I don't have anyone. <br><br>I feel like I'm in a nightmare. I don't want to live anymore.