My brother's getting married and I'm so depressed about it

Throw away account, don't want my friends to see me on here, I'm an off-chance incel.<br><br>My brother is the complete opposite of me. I'm a 20M, work at a shit job, no car, no girlfriend, no friends, no family. I've basically been a loner my entire life and am starting to lose hope. My brother on the other hand, he's a chad, has a 9 to 5 job, a beautiful wife and a car, he's 23M. He's basically the definition of a alpha male, he's got a lot of friends and his been going out with his wife for a few years. He's everything I'm not. <br><br>I was on the phone with my parents the other day and they told me he's getting married and I can't stop crying about it. I feel so bad, I want to commit suicide. My parents keep asking what's wrong and I can't tell them I'm just jealous that my brother has everything while I have nothing. They always tell me that he's a good guy and I should be happy for him but I can't, I just feel like I don't belong and that nobody likes me. I know this is a dumb post and you guys have probably had these feelings before too but it feels good getting it all out.<br><br>Just wanted to share, sorry for the long post. I hope you guys have a better life than me.