I hate that I’m the best she can get

This woman I’ve been seeing for a while now and even lived with for a bit told me she’s never been in love before. Not even close. No boyfriend she’s ever had was as good as me and that kills me. I’m not this amazing guy but for some reason I’ve been lucky and got this really nice and intelligent and kind woman to love me. <br><br>The thing is she keeps telling me about how she’s never been in love and her past boyfriends and how I’m different. I’m the first man she’s slept with who cares that she’s in pain. Most men just use her for her looks. She’s had guys be really mean to her because she’s overweight. She’s had guys take her phone off her so she can’t call her mom. She’s never felt like she was good enough. She’s had guys not be interested in her when she’s most vulnerable and in pain.<br><br>I’ve never been mean to her. I care for her deeply but it hurts me that she’s never been in love and that most of the men in her life have treated her badly.