I gave myself a large amount of illegal drugs in an attempt to detox and I got very sick

A little background: I've been an addict for a long time, and I was clean for a while until I got some bad news and then relapsed. I relapsed so hard that I went from doing a few hits a week to a few hits a day. I got a little more each day, and before I knew it, I was using 5-6 times a day and getting worse and worse.<br><br>I knew I needed to get clean, but I was too scared to try. I tried to go to a doctor, but they wouldn't help me because I was on Medicaid. So I did some research on how to detox safely. I read online that taking a large amount of illegal drugs at once would help me detox, but it didn't.<br><br>I started taking more and more, but nothing happened. I didn't get sick, I didn't get dizzy, I didn't get anything. I was disappointed, but I didn't give up. I tried different methods, like taking more of a different substance, or trying a different substance altogether. Nothing worked.<br><br>One night, I decided to take a different approach. I knew that I needed to get clean, so I took a large amount of a substance I knew would help me detox. I waited for a while, but nothing happened. I waited even longer, but still nothing.<br><br>I was getting worried, so I went to the emergency room. I was taken to a small room and told to wait while the doctors did some tests. I was alone for a long time, so I decided to call my ex-boyfriend. I didn't expect him to answer, but he did. I told him everything that had happened, and he told me to hang on.<br><br>A few minutes later, a nurse came in and took me to a different room. I was scared, but I trusted her. She explained that she was going to give me some medication to help me detox. She gave me a shot of something that looked like water, and told me to hold onto the bed. She then gave me some more medication, which looked like a liquid, and told me to hold onto the bed again. I did, and then I waited.<br><br>At first, nothing happened. I waited for what felt like hours, but nothing. I was starting to worry, so I called my ex-boyfriend again. He answered, and I told him what was happening. He told me to hang on, and then he hung up. A few minutes later, I heard a knock at the door.<br><br>I opened it to find a nurse holding a cup of water. She told me to drink it, and I did. I waited for a few minutes, and then I felt something. It was like my body was shaking, like it was going to explode. I looked down at my hands and saw that they were shaking uncontrollably. I looked up and saw that my ex-boyfriend was standing in the doorway, looking worried.<br><br>He came over to me and held my hand. "I'm so sorry," he said. "I didn't know you were going to take that much."<br><br>I looked at him, confused. "I didn't take anything," I said.<br><br>He looked at me, confused. "What do you mean? You said you took some medication to help you detox."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling scared and confused. "I didn't take anything," I said again.<br><br>He looked at me again, and this time I saw a look of concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to scare you."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling relieved. "It's okay," I said.<br><br>He smiled, and then he leaned in and kissed me. I felt a rush of happiness, and then everything went black.<br><br>I woke up in a hospital bed, surrounded by doctors and nurses. I looked around, confused, and saw that I was in a small room. I tried to remember how I got there, but I couldn't. I looked at my ex-boyfriend, who was sitting in a chair next to the bed, looking worried.<br><br>"Hi," I said. "What happened?"<br><br>He looked at me, worried. "You took some medication to help you detox. You got sick, and we had to take you to the hospital."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling confused. "I didn't take anything," I said again.<br><br>He looked at me again, and this time I saw a look of concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to scare you."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling relieved. "It's okay," I said.<br><br>He smiled, and then he leaned in and kissed me. I felt a rush of happiness, and then everything went black again.<br><br>I woke up a few hours later, feeling worse than before. My body ached all over, my head hurt, and I felt nauseous. I tried to sit up, but I couldn't. I looked at my ex-boyfriend, who was sitting in a chair next to the bed, looking worried.<br><br>"Hi," I said. "What happened?"<br><br>He looked at me, worried. "You took some medication to help you detox. You got sick, and we had to take you to the hospital."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling confused. "I didn't take anything," I said again.<br><br>He looked at me again, and this time I saw a look of concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to scare you."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling relieved. "It's okay," I said.<br><br>He smiled, and then he leaned in and kissed me. I felt a rush of happiness, and then everything went black again.<br><br>I woke up a few hours later, feeling worse than before. My body ached all over, my head hurt, and I felt nauseous. I tried to sit up, but I couldn't. I looked at my ex-boyfriend, who was sitting in a chair next to the bed, looking worried.<br><br>"Hi," I said. "What happened?"<br><br>He looked at me, worried. "You took some medication to help you detox. You got sick, and we had to take you to the hospital."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling confused. "I didn't take anything," I said again.<br><br>He looked at me again, and this time I saw a look of concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to scare you."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling relieved. "It's okay," I said.<br><br>He smiled, and then he leaned in and kissed me. I felt a rush of happiness, and then everything went black again.<br><br>I woke up a few hours later, feeling better than before. My body still ached all over, my head still hurt, and I still felt nauseous, but I could move. I tried to sit up, and this time I made it. I looked around, confused, and saw that I was still in the hospital.<br><br>I looked at my ex-boyfriend, who was sitting in a chair next to the bed, looking worried. "Hi," I said. "What happened?"<br><br>He looked at me, worried. "You took some medication to help you detox. You got sick, and we had to take you to the hospital."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling confused. "I didn't take anything," I said again.<br><br>He looked at me again, and this time I saw a look of concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to scare you."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling relieved. "It's okay," I said.<br><br>He smiled, and then he leaned in and kissed me. I felt a rush of happiness, and then everything went black again.<br><br>I woke up a few hours later, feeling worse than before. My body ached all over, my head hurt, and I felt nauseous. I tried to sit up, but I couldn't. I looked at my ex-boyfriend, who was sitting in a chair next to the bed, looking worried.<br><br>"Hi," I said. "What happened?"<br><br>He looked at me, worried. "You took some medication to help you detox. You got sick, and we had to take you to the hospital."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling confused. "I didn't take anything," I said again.<br><br>He looked at me again, and this time I saw a look of concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to scare you."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling relieved. "It's okay," I said.<br><br>He smiled, and then he leaned in and kissed me. I felt a rush of happiness, and then everything went black again.<br><br>I woke up a few hours later, feeling better than before. My body still ached all over, my head still hurt, and I still felt nauseous, but I could move. I tried to sit up, and this time I made it. I looked around, confused, and saw that I was still in the hospital.<br><br>I looked at my ex-boyfriend, who was sitting in a chair next to the bed, looking worried. "Hi," I said. "What happened?"<br><br>He looked at me, worried. "You took some medication to help you detox. You got sick, and we had to take you to the hospital."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling confused. "I didn't take anything," I said again.<br><br>He looked at me again, and this time I saw a look of concern in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he said. "I didn't mean to scare you."<br><br>I looked at him, feeling relieved. "It's okay," I said.<br><br>He smiled, and then he leaned in and kissed me. I felt a rush of happiness, and then