I stole thousands of dollars from a woman online and I feel really bad.

I’m 19 and I used to play a lot of online games with people, especially girls, who are more than 10 years older than me. Recently, I met a girl online who said she was 24 years old and had 30k followers on Instagram, but she claimed she didn’t want to show her face online and only used her username, so she asked me to send her money for her to do a voice call with her. At first, I was hesitant, but she said she could show me her ID online, so I believed her. She then asked me to pay for a virtual gift she bought online and I did that for about 2 months, and she told me she wanted me to pay for her phone card and another gift card she bought. I was already spending about 100-200 a day for over 2 months. In total, I spent about 5-6k over 2 months, which is a lot to me. But I was in love with her and I believed her lies, and I was even thinking of asking her to come to my country. <br><br>After all of that, she just cut me off one day and stopped talking to me, and when I asked her what was going on, she just said that she was going on a vacation and that she wouldn’t talk to me anymore. She didn’t say goodbye and didn’t say anything else. She just stopped talking to me and blocked me. <br><br>I have never felt this bad before, and I don’t know what to do. I really regret doing that.