I sold fake drugs to high school students

I used to sell pills and powder in my high school days. It was easy for me to make fake drugs with things that I could find in the supermarket. <br><br>I used cream color powder from sweet tasting vitamins to make cocaine. For MDMA pills I used flowering plant extracts. For heroin I used opium extracts that I bought from the middle-east shop in my town mixed with heroin powder that I got from Thailand (The powder was so poor that it was almost useless, so I only sold it for tourists who didnt know any better).<br><br>I made a lot of money during my high school days. I once got 60000 ISK (~450 USD) in one day, which was A LOT of money to me. I was a 19 year old kid in Iceland. <br><br>I dont regret anything, I was young, and I think that everyone makes mistakes. I made mine, I was arrested and put in jail for six months. It was not fun, but I think I deserve it. <br><br>The reason I am telling this is because I recently heard that one of my best friends from high school died from heroin overdose. He was a good guy, and I really liked him. I could have prevented it from happening. I could have cut off the supply of the heroin to him, and he would still be alive. I could have told him the heroin was cut with boric powder or something. I didnt, and now he is dead. I need to tell this so that I can get it off my chest.<br><br>I am not a drug addict. I dont use drugs, and I think that drugs are horrible. I just sold them because it was easy and I was stupid.<br><br>I dont know how to feel, but I need to tell this. I cant keep it inside anymore.