I made my cousin cry

I (M20) have this cousin F17 who is the complete opposite of me. She is very pretty, nice, smart, athletic and everything I’m not. I don’t really get along with her that much since we have an almost 4 year age gap between us and our families have always had this awkward relationship. <br><br>Whenever we spend time together she always acts as if she’s better than me and I get really annoyed at her but never really showed it until last month. <br><br>I was talking to my friend on the phone when my cousin walked by and heard me talking to him about her. I thought she had left so I didn’t think much about it until I heard her cry and my friend told me she was crying outside our room. I immediately went to see what was wrong and found her crying. <br><br>I asked her what was wrong and she said I was making fun of her. I asked her what I had said that was even funny enough to make her cry but all I remember was me talking about how she has always been prettier and smarter than me. She said that I said some things behind her back like how she is so ugly that a magnet can’t even stick to her face and how she is so dumb she probably has a mental disability and people should just be honest about it. <br><br>I wasn’t even thinking about saying stuff like that. I was just talking about how much prettier she is than me and I don’t even think I said she was dumb. I don’t think I would even say something like that. <br><br>I felt so bad for her and told her to stop crying and that I would make it up to her. I bought her a bunch of her favorite snacks and I spent the rest of the day with her. <br><br>She hasn’t talked to me since and I don’t think I said anything that bad. I mean, she is just so much prettier and smarter than me and I’m not sure why I would say anything bad to her. <br><br>I don’t really feel like I did anything wrong but I want to apologize to her and I’m not even sure if she will forgive me. <br><br>TLDR: I made my cousin cry