I Lured a Homeless Woman to My House, Hoping To Fuck Her

I (M43) did this, and I admits it.<br><br>I had just gone through a nasty divorce after I caught my wife (now ex) cheating on me with my brother.<br><br>I was feeling terrible, and to get out of staying at home alone, I decided one evening to ask a homeless woman for a ride to the bus station, so I could go back to my parents’ house for the night.<br><br>She agreed.<br><br>We got in her car, and drove to the bus station. Along the way, I asked her to pull over at a convenience store where I bought some snacks, so it looked like any normal person would do.<br><br>While at the store, I found a spare bus ticket that someone left on top of a vending machine. I picked it up and crumpled it, and hid it in my pocket.<br><br>We got back to her car, and I asked her to drop me back at my house instead of the bus station. She said ok, went on about her way, and I got out of the car at home, threw the bus ticket in the trash, and returned to mine.<br><br>A couple of hours later, I saw her driving down my street. Park she car a few houses from mine. I then called her on the phone, and she asked were the bus stop was around here. I then told her it was actually a few blocks away from was she was at. To which she asked me were I was at, and I told her I was at her car, and we talked for a bit. She then asked me if I could wait for her while she went to were she left some things, and I played along by saying I wasn’t going anywhere.<br><br>She then got out her car, and walked to where she had parked it, and I followed her at a distance. When she got to her car, I quickly got to hers and drove it to a private alley near by, and left it running.<br><br>I then walked back to my home and told her that I couldn’t wait for her anymore, and that I had left the car in the nearest alley way, and that she should check it out. She then walked to the alley and that’s were we met face to face for the first time.<br><br>I was not attracted to her. She was a drug addict, homeless woman that just came across as gross, and smelled horrible. I then asked her if she smoke weed, and to which she said yes. I then told her I didn’t want to see her again and walked away.<br><br>She never showed up at my work again, and I always made sure to move anything I parked on the street at night, to the garage.<br><br>---Update---<br><br>Some constraints about my previous post:<br><br>1. I don’t know how many times I need to say this: **I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH HER.**<br><br>2. I was not a bad person, or a piece of crap, or a degenerate, a pervert, or a creep. I was and am a human being that made a terrible mistake. And said “sorry” immediately after. And that should be enough.<br><br>3. I was not a victim of my ex-wife cheating on me. That said, no person in marriage has the right to break the law and engage in an affair without any consequences. It is not a “grey area,” and I will not stand for being called a rapist, or a dead beat dad, or any other vile thing that I have been called in response to this post. There are consequences in life, and cheating is one of them. The difference is that my ex cheater is not a complete piece of garbage, and should be pitied.<br><br>4. I never said that the homeless woman was ugly. I said that I was not attracted to her. There’s a difference. It’s like saying a McDonald’s cheeseburger is gross, but it’s not because it’s not appetizing to me. It’s because it’s gross.<br><br>5. I was a victim of my ex-wife cheating on me. And I admit that I did something horrible, and I’m sorry. And I admit that I could have handled the situation much better. I don’t expect people to forgive me, but I did expect some basic human decency. But hey, what do expect from a bunch of internet strangers? Probably not much.