I've always wanted to fuck my sister, and I'm becoming sexually attracted to my mum

My(<br>25m) little sister (13f) is a pure angel.<br><br>She's been so caring and loving since we were both kids, I've never seen anything in her but pure kindness, and she always lets me know that. She even writes love letters to me when we're apart from each other, this girl has made me love her even more than I could ever imagine. I don't know what I would do without her. I would protect her with my life.<br><br>As for me, I'm basically a different person from when I was her age, I'm a completely different person now. I get angry, I want to become a killer, a horrific one. I'm on a massive journey of self development now, I want to protect my sister from everything and everyone.<br><br>I'm making all these changes for her, and I feel so much better and I'm growing as a person. I want to just give her the life she deserves, to give her a better life than I ever had.<br><br>But why am I here tho? I know why I'm here, it's because of why I'm sexually attracted to my sister. Why I find her so attractive, why I want to fuck her so bad, why I'm so attracted to my mum also. It's not just a sexual attraction, I love my sister so much. I want to fuck her and all I can do is think about her.<br><br>I want to protect her, she's my life, my everything. I don't want her to feel bad and just want her to know I'm always here for her.<br><br>I've been through such trauma, I'm cleaned up so much, I'm doing everything I can for my sister... but why can't I feel sexually attracted to a complete stranger or just someone else? I'm just so sexually attracted to my sister. The thought of fucking her just makes me so warm and fuzzy.<br><br>I want to protect her and just be good to her, I feel bad and it makes me just want to be better for her. I'm just so attracted to her, I want her to be happy and fulfilled. I just want us to be happy, I want to be good to her and protect her. I've always wanted to fuck her, she's always made me feel so good, she's always just been good to me.<br><br>I feel like I'm going insane but I just can't help it, I'm so in love with my sister and I just want to fuck her, I'm so sexually attracted to her. I feel so bad but she just makes me feel so warm and good. I just want to be good to her and protect her and be good to her forever.<br><br>I'm not gonna touch her or hurt her, I would never hurt my sister I would rather die than hurt her. I just want to be good to her and always protect her.<br><br>Why am I like this? Why can't I just be attracted to someone else?<br><br>I'm just so in love with my little sister, she's everything to me so I don't understand why I've been given the gift of my little sister. I want to protect her and be good to her and just make her happy. I feel like I'm going insane, but I just want her.<br><br>Why are some people given the gift of beautiful little sisters and not others? Why did I get a beautiful little sister? I'm just so grateful to have her in my life.<br><br>I'm just so sexually attracted to my little sister and I want to fuck her, I'm just so in love with her she's everything to me.