Lost my husband, and he was in 3 bodies

It will be 3 years this week since my husband left. I've been on an interesting journey since. When he passed, I was very sad, but the couple years leading up to his death he wasn't living. He had severe head pain from a car accident 4 years prior. He couldn't really do anything. I missed my husband, and couldn't understand why he left me in so much pain.<br><br><br>I learned to stop being angry and sad 2.5 years later, but still didn't understand why he left me. I began to learn about the nature of reality. The day I learned that he died, I went to the store with my mom. I came across little stone saying "make him laugh again". I felt like I was shown 3 things that day. 1. The day he died 2. The day I learned about reenactments and the real reason he left (he was in 3 bodies at once, and was too much for the human body to handle, he was a multi dimensional person) and 3. The day he talked to my mom through a woman with ESP.<br><br><br>He told my mom I would be gifted with seeing through the matrix. I don't understand, and I don't really see things wild. But I feel a lot more connected than I was before. I know that his soul didn't die, it's still very much living. And I'm grateful for that.