The last 9 months have been the worst in my life.

I never ever thought that my life would end up like this. I went from have a boyfriend, clubbing on the weekends, working a job I love and being a cheerleader for a sport team. To have not clubbed since a while, quit cheerleading, broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years and lost my job. I feel empty. I have never felt this low before, clubbing usually was my escape but I stopped going. I found the love of my life 3 years ago and that was my escape. My cheerleading team are my second family, and I couldn't face going back there. And work was my get away from home. I have nothing. I am depressed. That's all I can think of, I am so depressed. I get up, go to bed then repeat. Nothing. I even got kicked out of my house. I am depressed. That's all I can think of. I am alone and know no one that will ever care about me. That's all I can think of.