I will never get over it.

I (25m) am 5’9” (175cm) 155.5 lbs (70.5kg) lean, work out regularly (3 times a week, do aikido), have 12% bodyfat.<br><br>Long legs, large hands, fairly symmetrical face, ok looking.<br><br>Still, I have never approached a woman. I am not even sure if I can do it. And I probably will never approach. My fight or flight response would likely choose flight if I had to approach and talk to a girl in a club. I can’t even text my female friends without getting anxious.<br><br>I am a failure. I failed my parents, failed my family, failed humanity, failed myself, failed everything. I will never find a partner, never find a wife, never have kids, never feel female touch, never have a family, never hug my own son or daughter. Not only me, but my family loses a branch of descendants (there is only one sister who is infertile, and another who is 22 and already has 2 kids, so no hope there).<br><br>I will never feel what men have felt for the last tens of thousands of years - romantic and sexual love. I will go to my grave never having experienced it. I will die a piece of worthless, useless DNA. I will never contribute anything to this life.<br><br>No, I am not lonely. I have lots of friends, and a great family. But I am alone, and I will die alone.