I had sex with a homeless woman

It was 2 years ago. I was 20 and working as a security guard. I was supposed to walk around the property of the company I worked for every 2 hours to check for intruders, and to check the cameras.<br><br>I always found myself checking the cameras more often than I was supposed to. Thats how I saw her. <br><br>She was living in the dumpster room behind our building. One day I saw her taking a shower with her back to the camera. She had no idea anybody was watching. The next day I saw her doing the same thing. I dont know why but the following day I got off work at 10pm and stayed behind. She was doing her usual routine. At one point she noticed me and didnt know what to do. <br><br>I was 20 and never had sex before. I had the biggest crush on her for some reason. I offered to buy her something to eat and she agreed. We walked to the nearest restaurant and talked. I learned she was living on the streets because she got kicked out and wasnt able to find a job.<br><br>After eating I suggested we get a hotel room and she agreed. We spent the night together and had sex for the first time in my life. I saw her for the next 3 months. Everytime I was off work at 10 we would meet at that same restaurant and get a hotel room. I never told her where I worked at until the day I got caught.<br><br>She didnt know how to feel when she found out I had been watching her for months. She was mad, flattered, disgusted, and shocked. We didnt meet up for a month after that. I would see her around the building every once in a while but she would completely ignore me. I eventually quit my job. <br><br>Months went by without seeing her or talking to her. I would go to that restaurant every week just to see if she was there. One day she was. We talked and she forgave me. We agreed to meet up again. This time we werent at a hotel room, it was her apartment. She got a job as a waitress and was able to afford a cheap apartment.<br><br>We have been together for a year. <br><br>Edit: I watched her for a month. She had no idea I was watching. I was 20 and had never had sex before. I had a huge crush on her. I dont know why I did what I did. I dont think I can explain it. I was young and dumb I guess. <br><br>I never saw her steal anything. I assumed she was living on the streets because of the dirty clothes and hair she had, and because she was taking showers behind our building. <br><br>She forgave me and were together now.