Why am i a woman if i don't want to be a fucking mother? Why are my organs designed to carry children?

Hi all. I've never been so fucking mad at being a woman. I don't want to be a fucking mother. I don't want to be a fucking wife. Why am i designed to carry children if i don't want to fucking do that. My uterus will inevitably kill me because it's faulty af. My pelvic bone is ricket and shaped wrong. My heart will explode if i ever carry a fucking child. <br><br>I don't want to be a fucking mother. I don't want to be a fucking wife. I don't want to carry a child. I don't want to have intercourse. I just want to protect my fucking body from invasion. Why the fuck am i a fucking woman. <br><br>I don't want to be a part of society. I don't want to fucking talk. I don't want to have to put on a brave face anymore. It's fucking killing me to fucking smile.<br><br>I hate my fucking body. I hate my fucking hole. I just want to fucking buy food and buy a dog and live in peace. <br><br>Why don't they want me to have fucking peace.