I wish I could see her one last time.

This is something I don’t typically talk about but I’m not really feeling different about it at this moment. I didn’t post a picture of her yet, so I won’t. But what I want to do is post a video, with her in it. She’s just being her caring, loving self in the video. I wasn’t able to see her one last time before they did it, I didn’t get to hug her, I didn’t get to tell her I loved her. I didn’t get to do any of that. But seeing this video, I finally feel like I got a chance to say goodbye.