CMV: I don't care if the 1% of my brain that I don't use is not used because I don't have the discipline to use it. I hate the idea of people being able to do more than me.

I have always felt like I am in competition with others. I want to be able to do more than anyone else, because I hate the idea of being average. I also hate the idea that there are people who are more talented and gifted than me. I hate being ordinary.<br><br>This is why I don't want to develop my brain, I don't want anyone else to be able to do more than me. I also believe that if I had super human intelligence, I would be able to do more good in the world than someone who is just average. So I should strive to be better, I should be better.