My first violence to women

my first sexual experience but also my first violence towards a woman.<br><br>I was 12 years old and I decided to play a game with the female classmate I had been pierced for months. The two of us were left alone in the classroom because we had been sent there to do a project together, and it was already dark outside. <br><br>Any foolish thought in my mind was pierced through my chaotic mind and I thought I wanted to touch her pussy. I didn't know what it felt like to touch a vagina and I couldn't wait to find out. <br><br>Any thought of shyness and awkwardness was immediately crumpled up and I decided to fulfill my desire. I approached her and touched her pussy with force and she screamed. She started to cry and she started hitting me. She hit me and she started to run away. <br><br>I never told anyone what I did, I was afraid of being judged. She told the teacher that she hated me and I felt awful.<br><br>I had a weird sense of pleasure in victimizing and oppressing her, but it also gave me a bad sense of guilt.<br><br>I've never told anyone about this...