How do I awaken hinduism inside myself?

I'm a 21 year old hindu girl, born and brought up in delhi and I have been a defined hindu since my childhood. I know all the scriptures, ramayana, mahabharat, my father's a brahmin and mom's an arya samaji, hence, we followed most of their guidelines. I'm a hindu through and through.<br><br>But for the last 1 year or so, seeing my brothers and sisters and how they're being so intolerant and taking their rights away, I've defined myself as a more strong hindu who's more assertive of her religion. And I want to carry out this practice like the rest of my hindu bros and sis who're doing it. <br><br>But I don't know how, which deity should I pray to, follow which scriptures and stuff, because the religions defines the deities differently and all that. I want to live according to one and one only.<br><br>So if you're a religious hindu, I'd love to listen to you, I'm extremely confused and I've never been more unsure of what to do. <br><br>And btw, people who're judging are requested to either take their own time and leave or be open to listen to whatever I say. <br><br>Thanks.