I have been gamed

Okay so the other day me and my ex gf had sex. It was the first time since the break up. I wanted to hook up with her because i haven't been with anyone else for a while. To get some gina in my life. Before we hooked up tho, we were talking. She said that "I know you are just looking for hookups, and that makes me feel bad because i love you". I knew she was trying to make me feel bad. I knew she was trying to manipulate me. And i fell for it. I said i would be more serious about things if we were to hook up. I lied. I wasn't going to be serious about things. I just said that so we could hook up. She said i was lying and she wasn't going to hook up with me. I said that i was serious. She said ok and we hooked up. <br><br>I fell for her trap. I lied to her stupid face. I told her that i would be serious about getting back together. The entire time i knew i was lying. I knew she was just trying to play games with me. But i messed up. I messed up so fuc**ing bad. <br><br>Anyway we hooked up and she came over again the next day. I thought everything was over. But my mistake is that i feel bad about a day ago when i lied to her face. I am still in her immediate orbit. I fell for her trap and the stupidity is making me fume. That is the end of the story.