I feel so sick - I'm moving out of the house I grew up in, tomorrow, to move away from my abusive father

I am just - I'm fucking shaking. I've been planning this for ages. I'm moving tomorrow.<br><br>I am moving away from my fucking abusive fucking father. I am moving away from my fucking abusive fucking father tomorrow. <br><br>I'm so fucking scared. I'm so fucking scared but I'm determined. I did this. I got myself here. <br><br>I'm going to miss my house. I know there's a good chance I won't be back. <br><br>I'm fucking sick. I feel sick. <br><br>I feel like my father is going to come and get me. <br><br>I don't know when I'll see you again mum, but I love you. I always will.