What prevents you from doing something?

My volume is full right now due to COVID and the constant political ads. I'm tired of this shit dying already and every time I turn around, I'm reminded of all the problems the world has. <br><br>I have a girl I've been talking to but she's far away and due to COVID I'm not willing to fly or travel. I was sure she'd be a great girlfriend due to her personality, looks, and values but the constant distance is fucking me up as well because I already know what I want and she's all I want. <br><br>It's hard for me to do anything when I'm worried about the entire world but it's even harder being alone and the person I want the most can't be around me. I'm just so fucking done with everything and I feel like I'm losing my mind. What prevents you from doing something?