I think I had an addictive personality. I've been sober for a few days now though.

I've never been a person to drink or something, I was always high on weed or Xanax or even lsd at parties or just at home. But I always smoked everyday and took a few pills a day too. I'm guessing I was using drugs to feel good all the time. And I'm not gonna lie, it felt great. But it's not how you want to live every day. So even though it was hard, I decided to stop a few days ago. It felt like hell and I hated it. The most painful withdrawal I've ever had was when I quit drinking. It was horrible and I had to go to the hospital. But I feel better now. I feel like I can live without the need of drugs. I even deleted the guys I buy my drugs from.<br>There is hope, guys. No matter how bad it feels, you can do it.