Can I (M30) do this?

I've been with my wife (F26) for 9 years and married for 3. We have an almost 3 year old daughter and I'd almost certain we'll just have the one child. She's a great mother and partner but I always feel constantly in the dog house. <br><br>How can I keep going knowing that I have to live for another 50+ years of marriage knowing how fragile my position is? I've done a lot of research and tailed dv videos and found that I'd be a victim of hostile divorce.<br><br>How can I keep going? I probably can't divorce her, she'll get full custody and everything. I've tried to talk to her about this. She says that she's done talking about this.