psilocybin is a very interesting drug

i don't have a good way to phrase this, but i'll try my best. <br><br>i've been tripping a lot on shrooms recently and this is something that i have noticed. <br><br>there's a point during the trip when you don't feel like you are on drugs at all. you are completely sure that this is real life. you forget about all other trips you have ever taken. this is real life and you will never wake up from this trip. in the same way this is the only life you will ever have. <br><br>sometimes i get the same feeling at the start of a trip. think about it, did you just pop a 'shroom? then this life is going to go on forever. enjoy it. but don't enjoy it too much because you will never be able to enjoy it like this again. at least that's what you tell yourself. <br><br>you feel like olaf from frozen. "some people are worth melting for". you find it in your heart to not melt for anyone. <br><br>i wonder if people in heaven feel like this. <br><br>everyone in heaven must be stoic.<br><br>i would like to ask you all a question. have you ever had a feeling where you feel like you can roam around and enjoy yourself. you believe that at the same time you are doing so, you must at the same time preserve this very life forever. <br><br>i believe this is a 'stoic' life. a life where you cannot enjoy yourself, but at the same time, you cannot be sad. you are just... a person in the universe. even when you are doing something fun, you are not happy because you are trying to save it for 'future you' to enjoy. so you must just save it for then. you know when that is? **It's not in the future.**<br><br>I'm sure some of you know what i'm talking about. **It's now.**<br><br>So what now? Do you live in the moment? Do you live in the future?<br><br>psilocybin is a very interesting drug.