My feelings of loneliness and despair are just now impacting my work.

I know I'm not the only one on this sub that's feeling this way, but I'm 34 and I'm in a dark place. No matter what I do, I am not "good enough" to even get a glance by a woman. I am constantly made fun of. I've been looking and dating since I was 19. I've been on Match, POF, Zoosk, Plenty of Fish, Bumble and I've had zero luck. Every woman in my office goes out of their way to acknowledge me, just to make fun of me.<br><br>The loneliness and despair are crushing and I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm not taking it out on anyone, I'm not being a piece of shit to women...I just keep to myself. I have no friends, I'm alone and I always seem to be on my own.<br><br>I'm not a great looking guy, but I'm not deformed. I am overweight, but not "fat" and I am aware of it. I am working on fixing that, but I'm not socially adequate enough to even go into a gym. I don't know what to do. I'm in a dark, dark place and I feel like I'm alone.