My girlfriend (25/F) is telling me (29/M) she’s not attracted to me.

Hey guys. Sorry for the weird post. I’m a chubby guy. I just turned 29 and I’m about 320 pounds (6ft tall). I’m very active. I go for a 30 minute walk after work every day. I play basketball, soccer and volleyball. I’m not lazy. Just chunky ;) <br><br>Anyway. I have a girlfriend (25/F) who’s about 180 pounds (5’8). I love her so much. She’s a very beautiful woman and I’m the lucky one to have her. <br><br>We’ve been together about 9 months. We have a great time together. We go for jogs together, runs, we work out together, cuddle, we have great sex (she loves when I go on top).<br><br>We had a little argument the other day and she told me she’s not attracted to me. She says I’m “fat” and I need to lose weight. I’m like what??? We literally just got done having 3 orgasms before she said that! She’s not attracted to me??? We work out together? We cuddle?<br><br>I’m really feeling hurt guys. I don’t understand that if we’re both chubby, why does it matter to her? I thought she’d be happy I work out and keep myself hygienic. <br><br>Does she secretly want a skinny guy? I’m exhausted. I go for runs, I work out, I’m a great boyfriend, I give her oral, I buy her flowers, I’m good to her parents, I work a great job. I don’t get it. <br><br>She told me she was joking? But I know her and she wasn’t. <br><br>What do I do here? I want to break up with her because I feel like she doesn’t like my appearance. It’s really hurting me.<br><br>Sorry guys. Just need to vent.<br><br>EDIT: I think we’re done. She told me she’s always had a thing for skinny guys so I’m exhausted. I broke it off with her. I deserve better. Thank you all for the kind comments and support. Means the world to me. I’m heart broken ?