I'm 26, have 3 kids and making over 200k a year, not once have anyone called me ugly. I've been with multiple women. Why do I hate being an incel so much?

I'm doing everything I'm supposed to do. I have a great job, good looking, and have my own house. I've been with multiple women before. I have 3 kids and yet I hate my life. Every day I wake up and I'm filled with this unexplainable hatred.<br><br>I've joined this sub in hopes I can find people who are like me.