I'm pregnant. My husband is addicted to porn.

I'm (18F) 23 weeks pregnant with our first child. My husband (19M) and I got married a year ago. We were planning the wait to have a child until we could financially support ourselves. We had the pulls out method down to a science. I was also on birth control pills for three years. I'm still on them, but I got pregnant anyway. <br><br>I'm not sure if I'm ready to be a mother because I'm still in school and I'm not sure how we'll make it work. But I was excited to find out the news. My husband on the other hand, was not. Sure, he's ecstatic about the baby, but I have also been feeling useless lately because I'm not working. I quit my job a few months ago to go to school. He was my rock, and the only support. But then I found out that he's addicted to porn. I was naive to think that he stopped watching once he was in a relationship. <br><br>I've been feeling bad about myself, and I thought speaking to him would help. When he opened up about his porn addiction, I was upset. <br><br>I feel so defeated. I don't even know what to do. I'm already feeling useless and failed as a wife. But I took some time and reflected on my life, and I feel better. I'm feeling more confident now, but I'm not so sure about my husband. He told me that he's going to stop. But I have no trust. <br><br>He wants to be there for me, but I think he's using me to overcome his addiction. It's not right. I've been there for him. We've been weak together, but I'm not going to let him use me to feel better. <br><br>I love him, but I have no trust. He's promised not to watch porn anymore. But it's not that easy.