My fiancé shot himself in the dick while on a business trip.

Recently, my fiancé was on a business trip. A few days after getting back, he had to make an emergency trip to the ER for what he called “a boo boo”. After getting about a million calls from his doctors, nurses, and other hospital staff, I found out he had shot himself in the dick with a nail gun. He then had the audacity to ask me to pick him up, and absolutely refused to let me call an ambulance.<br><br>He was okay in the end, albeit with a few stitches, but I am still absolutely fucking livid. He admitted that he had been drinking heavily beforehand, and I suspect he was up to more than that. <br><br>I don’t even know what to do. I know I’m going to leave him, it’s just a matter of when. I have absolutely lost respect for him, and I can never trust him again. But I just don’t know what to do. I feel so alone right now, and I know this may seem like a laughable situation, but this came as such a shock. I am so, so angry, and I am crying as I type this. <br><br>I don’t know what to do. I need help. Seriously, what the hell now?