I fucking hate Chinese people, and I'm Chinese

I'm a Canadian-born Chinese, and I fucking hate Chinese people. The reason is that I'm gay, and Chinese people are the most blatantly homophobic people I've ever met.<br><br>I've had Chinese people say "fuck off back to your own country" when I started dating my white boyfriend. Old Chinese people give me dirty looks when I hold hands with my boyfriend. Everytime I post a picture with my boyfriend, I have random old Chinese people commenting in Chinese saying "homosexuality brings disease"<br><br>Every time I hear someone speak Cantonese or Mandarin, I feel sick and angry. If I never have to speak Chinese again in my life, I would be happy.<br><br>Recent, there was a gay wedding at a Chinese restaurant near me, and the owner (Chinese) cancelled last minute because he didn't want his restaurant associated with gay people. I'm fucking furious.<br><br>Chinese culture is such bullshit. I would rather die than live in China as a gay man. I swear, every time a Chinese immigrant moves to Canada, they never leave their fucking cultural BS behind, and they bring it here.