I am not gonna make the same mistakes as my dad, I am gonna do whatever it takes to protect me and my family over women

Hello guys just know this might happen to you but I am just gonna make it short <br><br>I lost my grandpa 2 years ago and people say it was hard for me but what I am gonna talk about now is harder than that<br><br>My dad was a very hard working man, he is a head of department in a big government company in my country and he also has a side job that his friend gave him and he makes around $7 000 from both jobs combined, he is also a very intelligent man in a lot of stuff<br><br>He met my mom 2 decades ago, she is from a low class family background and was not very good in school and almost failed most of his subjects and she is not smart enough to find a good job but knew how to use her body to get a good man, she got pregnant with my brother and my dad married her and did not know back then that what he was doing is gonna end his life and destroy the rest of his family<br><br>My dad was very loving to my mom and gave her a lot of stuff that she likes and when she was pregnant with me he moved to a new house bigger than the one we were living in and he also bought her 2 houses in the city and 2 cars and a lot of the stuff that she likes and I was born and my mom started to act worse and worse and she started to cheat on him in front of me and my brother and she was lying to him and wasp going to parties and my dad knew everything and he did not say anything out of love to her and taking care of these family, he used to work a lot and he came back home late and he was tired and my mom was not doing anything for him, in fact she was doing more harm than good, <br><br>She was a very bad cook and she sucks at cleaning the house and I used to do the laundry and clean the house myself when I was 8 years old, she didn't even take care of us, she was always leaving us with our aunt when she goes to sleep with some other man, and she was not taking care of us, when I was sick once she didn't tell my dad, she kept it a secret and my dad was very pissed off and she didn't even tell him when I had fever and he always tells her to take care of us and he cries when she tells him what she did to us and she was cheating on him again and she was not even listening to his pleas to stop cheating and he was very sad and he used to cry a lot, he married her so he can be happy and have a family of his own, he didn't even date a lot of women, he is a very shy man and this is why he married the first woman he meets and he didn't know she was gonna destroy him like that<br><br>Last year, me and my brother came home from school and we found our dad on the floor, he was dead, my brother was very sad and he cried a lot and I was very sad that they killed my dad and I cried a lot, my brother was very sad and I had to take care of him and make him stop crying, my dad's death was hard on me, I do not even want to think about it again, but my dad's death was a lesson to me that I am gonna do whatever it takes to protect myself and my own family, I am gonna spend my entire life to protect myself and my own family from women and I am gonna do whatever it takes to protect them<br><br>I am gonna spend my entire life to protect myself from the clutches of women, they say the happiest man is the one that gets married and has kids, but it is all a lie, for my dad it was the end of his life and I don't wanna end up like him, I am gonna study hard and get a high paying job so I can get money and buy stuff that I like, I am not gonna waste my money on any woman, I am gonna do whatever it takes so I can protect myself and my family from women, they are pure evil, they say my mom is gonna die from sadness because my dad died, but she is not sad, she didn't even cry when he died, she is not even taking care of my brother, she is a very evil woman, she did not even care about my dad and she is not even listening to him and she destroyed him and she did not even care about us and she is not even taking care of us, she is not even cooking for us, she does not even care about our well being, she takes our money and spends it on her stupid stuff and she is a very evil woman that I am gonna send her to live with my aunt, I am not going to do what my dad did, I am gonna protect my family and myself from women and I am gonna do whatever it takes to protect us