I never had any sexual experience in my 28 years of life. I've been trying for 3 years.
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I'm 28 years old. Not sure what happened to my life, I always thought I'd at least have a gf, or maybe a wife. I have no sexual experience and I no longer have any hope of ever having any.<br><br>Since I turned 25, I've been actively trying to improve my situation for 3 years. I've tried multiple dating apps and websites, going to bars, social events, gym, language exchange events, church, asking out coworkers, etc. Every single day, I was trying, and nothing ever happened.<br><br>I have no friends except for two, who I only see about once a year now. I spend almost every day alone. I used to have lots of friends when I was younger, but for some reason they all stopped wanting to hang out with me when I turned 18.<br><br>I'm fairly average looking for an Asian, my face is ok but my body is thin and skinny. I was bullied when I was in school for being too skinny and small, and I never managed to gain muscle mass no matter how much I exercised. I have a bit of a belly now because my diet is not very good and I don't really exercise.<br><br>I have a good job right now, and I have a lot of money saved up. I make good money but I live in a very expensive city and it's hard to go out and have any fun without spending a lot of money. All of my money goes towards dating.<br><br>I just recently had a birthday and I gave up on everything. I don't think I'll ever find anyone. I have an ok life, a good job and a good home, but when my birthday came and I had no one to share it with, for the first time in my life, I'm starting to truly feel lonely.<br><br>I'm thinking of moving out of the city. Maybe a change of environment will help me feel better.
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