How the hell do normies navigate the dating world

I know this might sound like a stupid question coming from an incel. But I have thought about this topic for over a year now. There is no way to improve myself. That's a fact. Everything is aincerely stacked against me. Shit, I was even born with half a head. I know this sounds made up but my right side of my head is completely bald. I was born this way. So I have a half half bald head that is assymetrical and ugly as fuck. That is my first problem. <br><br>The second problem is that I've never had any social contact. Everything is aincerely stacked against me. I'm an Asian in Eastern Europe. I'm autistic and I've never been able to talk to people. I'm a genuine Neanderthal in social skills. I've been rejected from school and I have nothing to do. I have no hobbies or anything. I'm sitting in my bedroom all day. And of course I have no social skills so I have no friends. And even if I had some, I would be such a weirdo anyway. I don't know why people would want to hang out with me. I'm just an outcast. I've always been. <br><br>I hate this world. A world that only rewards shallow superficial things, a world that is shallow,poisonous and cruel. A world where you can't be born with any flaws at all. A world where everyone is perfect and has nothing wrong with them. I have seen this on TV for years and I have never been a part of it. I'm an outcast and a weirdo. I'm isolated forever. I'm disgusting to people. I'm the worst looking guy you have ever seen. There is no way to improve myself. I'm ugly. I'm unattractive. I'm mentally ill. I have no friends. There is no one left in the world who could want me.